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don't save us from the flames [19 Oct 2006|12:07am]
tomorrow i will be murdered by my graphics teacher.

please send all flowers to the hennessey-powell funeral home.

the employment pages [14 Oct 2006|07:27pm]
i was just gonna make a teenangst post, but sometimes even i have to remind myself that everything's gonna be just fine and work out somehow. tt always will, frustration is temporary. all hard feelings are.

i keep thinking about what i want for christmas and what to buy my family. i need more money cause i donno how i'm gonna top last year.

i never saw the first episode of sixfeetunder until the other day, so good that it's on tv again.

there's alot of junk to do tomorrow, agh.

i haven't talked to anyone online in forever.

when you were young [03 Oct 2006|10:56pm]
today started out too cold and then got too warm.

after ignoring the oil light in my car for five days i finally got it checked. there was none, not to mention there was no antifreeze, hahaha. i need to take better care of her. i just realized i didn't name her yet.

i am drowning in english and graphics. so bad. i intend on resurfacing somehow, i always have. im doing real good in precal though, it might have something to do with me already taking it and ap calc.

ive been having(remembering) alot of dreams involving people ive barely ever talked to. alot of dreams in general, i wish i could remember them now.

i am a pizzaface now. i would say its stress but im never really stressed because im too busy relaxing(procrastinating). i cant stop touching my face.

everytime i die i mean write in this i get nostalgic then a zesty feeling for the future.

the greatest of ease [23 Sep 2006|09:54pm]
i got new tshirts after washing all my old ones with red sheets and turning them pink.

after mowing the lawn and all its leaves in the humidity i got in the mood for fall. i like the three days that the weather is crisp but comfortable.

i wonna change my myspace headline but i never have so i feel like i can't. i think i'm gonna do it.
my philosophy these days seems to be 'let go.' i have my memory and that's all that matters.

this is like walking up a down escalator but i can't help it.

help as an english work looks strange.

content was always my favorite colour [22 Sep 2006|07:28pm]
gold.Collapse )

the past and pending [13 Sep 2006|06:11pm]
i'm liking college better than highschool, though i don't dig coming home at 5:30-6:30 some nights. so far i'm doing half-assed work but i'll get into the school mode someday.

time is starting to go by fast. there needs to be more days off. the thing about this summer is i have no five hundred dollar phone bill to show for it. i lost count of the time since we had a real conversation. i miss looking forward to eachother.

i just got my first credit card and i'm gonna blow money and create some good credit.

death of seasons [04 Sep 2006|04:31pm]
college tomorrow, and i'm not looking forward to commuting every day.
everyone seems real chill though.
i just got my scholarships for honors, so i've got 12k in scholarships now and tuition is around 10k total. so good.

yea i wasted my summer, but i waste all my time, so i don't mind.

i've been in the mood for thanksgiving for a couple of weeks now so hopefully that'll come quick.

i feel real weird not writing a vague entry.

i'm working this optimism thing though.

oh yea! steve irwin hahahahahahaha. idiot. that's all i have to say.

company calls [30 Aug 2006|03:21am]
i'm gonna try my best to not take life half as seriously as i have been (cause it's so tired!).

(makes buzzer noise)

different names for the same thing [11 Aug 2006|11:22pm]
whenever there's something i want, by the time i get there it's over.

you're so last summer [06 Aug 2006|11:42pm]
this icon is over two years old now and officially a classic.

thank you roseanne and deanna.

styrofoam plates [06 Aug 2006|03:38am]
no idea why, but i feel optimistic.

there's a lot of junk going on with just about everyone in my life, but i still feel good.

je taime [03 Aug 2006|04:10am]
it's ok to treat me bad i'm resilient right

know your onion [02 Aug 2006|02:00am]
i'm not down with being a jealous person. or a possessive one.

kc accidental [26 Jul 2006|01:02am]
i went for my physical on monday and the new way they do tb is horrible.

i'm feelin' good but kinda lonely lately (forever).

this stawberry cheesecake icecream tastes like my childhood.
it reminds me of those waferlike sugarcones and cartons of neopolitan in my grandparents' kitchen.

so weirdd.

7/4 shoreline [20 Jul 2006|02:20am]
i think one day everyone's struggles will end and it'll be beautiful.
you won't realize it right away, just like when you get over being sick and you have that epiphany all like "hey, i'm better now"

"hey, life's better now"

new slang [16 Jul 2006|02:13am]
i feel more anxious than usual.

i've been trying to think and put things in perspective but i feel like the blur you see when you look out from a carousel.

i'm tired of sleeping my problems away.

i feel like i od'd on myself.

i feel like i od'd on feeling.

company calls [08 Jul 2006|06:59pm]
i need a new screenname/ljname.

love like winter [28 Jun 2006|04:57am]
i have all these thoughts all the time. but they just jumble and merge and block the exit.

i love when people spill their guts. there's nothing more human or relatable than someone at their worst or most candid, and i admire that.
i'm all for getting to know people better.

i need to work some things out.

for what reason [19 Jun 2006|05:46am]
i feel like a completely different person since last month.

more like i seem different to other people, but i'm still the same in my own head.

i wonder why i'm going into a math/science field when clearly i'm a history/literature person. this should be fun.

i just wish i got my school email address already cause i'm the onlyy one without a college facebook.

i think this song is gonna join my list of alltime favorites.

it's six am. sleep? no. watching bad morning tv waiting until it turns good but falling asleep before it does? hell yes.

just like honey [17 Jun 2006|04:36am]
i'm going craazy.

i feel completely alone without you, and i'll admit, i never thought i would.

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