don't stray

don't save us from the flames

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 04:10:07 GMT

tomorrow i will be murdered by my graphics teacher.

please send all flowers to the hennessey-powell funeral home.

the employment pages

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 23:58:50 GMT

i was just gonna make a teenangst post, but sometimes even i have to remind myself that everything's gonna be just fine and work out somehow. tt always will, frustration is temporary. all hard feelings are.

i keep thinking about what i want for christmas and what to buy my family. i need more money cause i donno how i'm gonna top last year.

i never saw the first episode of sixfeetunder until the other day, so good that it's on tv again.

there's alot of junk to do tomorrow, agh.

i haven't talked to anyone online in forever.

when you were young

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 03:15:08 GMT

today started out too cold and then got too warm.

after ignoring the oil light in my car for five days i finally got it checked. there was none, not to mention there was no antifreeze, hahaha. i need to take better care of her. i just realized i didn't name her yet.

i am drowning in english and graphics. so bad. i intend on resurfacing somehow, i always have. im doing real good in precal though, it might have something to do with me already taking it and ap calc.

ive been having(remembering) alot of dreams involving people ive barely ever talked to. alot of dreams in general, i wish i could remember them now.

i am a pizzaface now. i would say its stress but im never really stressed because im too busy relaxing(procrastinating). i cant stop touching my face.

everytime i die i mean write in this i get nostalgic then a zesty feeling for the future.

the greatest of ease

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:07:19 GMT

i got new tshirts after washing all my old ones with red sheets and turning them pink.

after mowing the lawn and all its leaves in the humidity i got in the mood for fall. i like the three days that the weather is crisp but comfortable.

i wonna change my myspace headline but i never have so i feel like i can't. i think i'm gonna do it.
my philosophy these days seems to be 'let go.' i have my memory and that's all that matters.

this is like walking up a down escalator but i can't help it.

help as an english work looks strange.

content was always my favorite colour

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 23:31:16 GMT

hahahahaha. the picture is three years old but i have hair in my face in all my others, naturally.

the past and pending

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 22:25:38 GMT

i'm liking college better than highschool, though i don't dig coming home at 5:30-6:30 some nights. so far i'm doing half-assed work but i'll get into the school mode someday.

time is starting to go by fast. there needs to be more days off. the thing about this summer is i have no five hundred dollar phone bill to show for it. i lost count of the time since we had a real conversation. i miss looking forward to eachother.

i just got my first credit card and i'm gonna blow money and create some good credit.

death of seasons

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 20:46:07 GMT

college tomorrow, and i'm not looking forward to commuting every day.
everyone seems real chill though.
i just got my scholarships for honors, so i've got 12k in scholarships now and tuition is around 10k total. so good.

yea i wasted my summer, but i waste all my time, so i don't mind.

i've been in the mood for thanksgiving for a couple of weeks now so hopefully that'll come quick.

i feel real weird not writing a vague entry.

i'm working this optimism thing though.

oh yea! steve irwin hahahahahahaha. idiot. that's all i have to say.

company calls

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:30:55 GMT

i'm gonna try my best to not take life half as seriously as i have been (cause it's so tired!).

(makes buzzer noise)

different names for the same thing

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:23:41 GMT

whenever there's something i want, by the time i get there it's over.

you're so last summer

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 03:42:48 GMT

this icon is over two years old now and officially a classic.

thank you roseanne and deanna.

styrofoam plates

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 07:53:11 GMT

no idea why, but i feel optimistic.

there's a lot of junk going on with just about everyone in my life, but i still feel good.

je taime

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 08:14:42 GMT

it's ok to treat me bad i'm resilient right

know your onion

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 06:03:07 GMT

i'm not down with being a jealous person. or a possessive one.

kc accidental

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 05:07:14 GMT

i went for my physical on monday and the new way they do tb is horrible.

i'm feelin' good but kinda lonely lately (forever).

this stawberry cheesecake icecream tastes like my childhood.
it reminds me of those waferlike sugarcones and cartons of neopolitan in my grandparents' kitchen.

so weirdd.

7/4 shoreline

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 06:26:56 GMT

i think one day everyone's struggles will end and it'll be beautiful.
you won't realize it right away, just like when you get over being sick and you have that epiphany all like "hey, i'm better now"

"hey, life's better now"

new slang

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:20:07 GMT

i feel more anxious than usual.

i've been trying to think and put things in perspective but i feel like the blur you see when you look out from a carousel.

i'm tired of sleeping my problems away.

i feel like i od'd on myself.

i feel like i od'd on feeling.

company calls

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 22:59:56 GMT

i need a new screenname/ljname.

love like winter

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 09:11:28 GMT

i have all these thoughts all the time. but they just jumble and merge and block the exit.

i love when people spill their guts. there's nothing more human or relatable than someone at their worst or most candid, and i admire that.
i'm all for getting to know people better.

i need to work some things out.

for what reason

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 10:03:42 GMT

i feel like a completely different person since last month.

more like i seem different to other people, but i'm still the same in my own head.

i wonder why i'm going into a math/science field when clearly i'm a history/literature person. this should be fun.

i just wish i got my school email address already cause i'm the onlyy one without a college facebook.

i think this song is gonna join my list of alltime favorites.

it's six am. sleep? no. watching bad morning tv waiting until it turns good but falling asleep before it does? hell yes.

just like honey

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 08:38:25 GMT

i'm going craazy.

i feel completely alone without you, and i'll admit, i never thought i would.

we laugh indoors

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 06:25:23 GMT

i just want to expel my bloody lungs out of my body screaming
and there are a million reasons why.

i wish i could list them for you.
i wish i had someone to list them to.

i heard some of the best words today from someone, though.

don't panic

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 04:55:43 GMT

since graduation i have been real lazy.
i've been sleeping for twelve hours straight each day.
i keep thinking of everything i'm gonna do instead of getting up and doing it.

i had a good time at a grad party the other day.
it's always the people you know least that you want to know most.
the word "friend" has become synonymous with "collectible" and that's not cool.
i press on in the constant social crusade.

you have been too busy for too long.

over my head

Sun, 28 May 2006 14:11:12 GMT

so little time, so much tuberculosis.

paint's peeling

Fri, 19 May 2006 04:34:48 GMT

the computer lives.

i haven't felt healthy in over a month.

life feels vague while it's in this transition period and i can't wait until summer sets in.

i hate thinking what i'm thinking

FREEZE! everybody clap yo hands

Tue, 16 May 2006 04:57:08 GMT

there's nothing left to do but reformat my computer.
goodbye everything, besides pictures, important documents, and music. which is everything.

the proms were ill and i had ten times more fun than i thought i would. spent the four days with people i love, new and old.
andd i still have one coming up which will be equally bitchin.